break the wheel

Insanity defined:
repeating every time
the same, yet hope to find
a difference

Returning once again
to habit and its chain
reprising its refrain
this time,
a difference

Yet still I find my eyes
so full of hurt surprise
for I believed the lies
would make
a difference

The carousel may turn
and others spin and spurn
but somehow I must learn
to choose
a difference

For new days to awake
and better roads to take
the status quo must break
to find
my difference